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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
10:28 pm	NOW LEGAL Well in an hour and a half it's my birthday I'm gonna party like it's my birthday and you know I don't give fuck cause itll be my birthday! Party in the club..... Saturday night at Bourban Street. Lets goooo. I'll be posting on MySpace as soon as that crap is working again. Current Mood: excited Current Music: In Da Club - 50 Cent (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
4:45 pm	"And I Don't Know Why..." How much do you love me? If I told you a secret that I've been scared to tell you, would I lose you? Could you forgive me? Do you understand that my love runs so deep and though I'm hurting, I love you more than ever after it occured? I need to know. I don't want to hurt you, me, or us. So if you can't handle the truth just yet, don't let me tell you. But when you think you can handle it, when you think that we, you and I, can take it and deal with it and learn from it, tell me. Know that I love you. I'll always love you. <3 S "...I Can't Take My Eyes Off of YOU." Current Mood: anxious Current Music: You & Me - Lifehouse (Comment on this)
Monday, July 18th, 2005
11:23 pm	"Baby You.... *whew* I told ya I'd be back. But not for long! I ate at Woody's. I haven't been there since I quit/got fired/whatever. It was good. And then alll day Tony and I look at townhouses and condos. Let's just say starting at 216 000 for a townhouse is OUT of the question. I just finished my homework but I've gotta go to bed since I have class at the ass crack of dawn and then at 2:30 and 3:00 he/we has/have relator appts in Flemming Island. *omgah* I still much mucho studying to do for my test on Thursday in HUM2236 AND to BEGIN Chapter 3 in PHI1012 ANNNNND to begin my reserach paper. Helphelphelp meeeeeee "...Are My Shining Star" Current Mood: busy Current Music: No idea - It just popped in my head! (Comment on this)
9:50 am	"Knees Buckled, White Knucled..." SO LJ. Just checking to make sure you're still alive I know I've neglected you. And there's really not too much to say other than this week sucks because I have to go back to normal life. But maybe in Nov or Dec things can change. Well hate it cut it short and all, but dang son, I've got a flippin eye appointment to get these contacts checked out. I'll come back LJ. Promise. But I don't know when. "...We're Holdin' on Tight" Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Speed of Life - Sugarland (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
12:24 pm	"You Forgot That I Need Ya..." Sometimes I think monogamy is dumb. Not to sound like a whore because I know that sounds whorish, but I hate thinking "what might have been." I also hate being selfish and being liek "NO you CANNOT have a girlfriend. You're MINE. We're not dating but IF and WHEN I ever want you, you're to be single." And HOW inappropraite is it to be like "You know I still like you. I've always liked you. I wish something had happened." Or..."Don't lecture me on whom I'm dating. If there's a problem, then fix it and step up!" haha But life doesn't work like that. Or...pull your head outta your boyfriend's ass and realize the people you are hurting/have majorly hurt. Sorry you just tossed away 10 years of friendship because a relationship thats been going on for 2 months is more important. "...Ya Must Have Caught Amnesia." Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Don't Phunk With My Heart - Black Eyed Peas (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
4:13 pm	"The Whole World Knew It Was...." Dearest LJ- You've lost my interest. You no longer please nor excitment the way you once did. I've left you for a newer model, namely MySpace. I do plan to come back and visit occasioanlly when I need support or a fun fling. Don't miss me too much. I'll try not to miss you. <3 Sandy "...Love." Current Mood: creative Current Music: The Love Song - Trace Adkins (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
6:17 pm	"Who's Gonna Take Your Place... Isn't it funny...how you tell yourself you won't fall. Not again. You'll hold out and stay strong. If not forever then for at least a few months. And then it hits you. And all you think it "Oh Lord, here we go again." Not that it's a bad thing. But it can be a frustrating thing. As it has become now. Once it starts you have to begin filtering what you say and occasionally bite your tongue, as I did the other night. You've got to remind yourself that it's not time. Who knows when it will be time, but Lord knows its not now. But whatever you do, don't say it. Don't say the "L" word. "...There Ain't Nobody Better." Current Mood: confused Current Music: We Belong Together - Mariah Carey (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
8:06 pm	"I Can't Live Without You..." So LJ, I'm going to let it all out. Because you'll listen. You can't respond nor can you give me any advice, but you can listen nonetheless. I refuse to let myself get involved. It's silly really. But time and time again I've fallen, stumbled, and had my heart broken. I've done well considering it's been a little over a month. But I'm falling again. Not so much as the past two times, but still. The phone rings and I jump. And then I become disappointed. I become antsy when it's past time for my cell to ring. And it's stupid. I have so many questions, and no answers. Mainly because I'm scared to ask. Does this mean anything? Is it another fling? Or is there really something deeper? I know some but not all, defiently not enough. I don't want to come off as some immature teenager. But maybe I need time to play the teenager so long as I keep my adult status up to quo. I don't regret it. I don't regret anything. It's more than I expected. I love it really. The secrecy and wholeness of it. If that makes any sense. But recently, I've learned you can't base or make life plans according to relationships. Therefore, I'm scared to think any further than a week ahead. Maybe even a day ahead. I'm compromising so many things. As for in a year, when I transfer to a University, where will I go? I don't want to go far. I barely even know what I want to do with my life! What if things take a turn for the serious? I can't just get up and leave. I'm not that kind of girl. And I refuse to become upset, or cry, or become angry. Which I've been very good about thus far. I've handled the situation well. I've distanced myself just enough yet let myself become involved so that things are just "so". But to walk away, please. I'd come running back. At times I feel like screaming. As silly as this is, I talk it out. Me and the mirror. And everything comes out as I want it to. His responses and everything. But as life works, that won't be happening. I'm sure I'll get a response out of left field or I'll forget what I had planned, or...I dunno. It will all go wrong and everything will become awkward. And how to refer to it! It's not valid but it's not as though there's nothing. There's feelings right? Something? Whatever...I feel like getting up, giving in, letting go, and walking away. But the person I am won't let me do that. Never mind that it's impossible because, where would I go? Come four months, four months to the date, come September 16 I'll get my answers. I just pray it works until then. That it last long enough and that I don't breakdown before then. "...Can't Breathe Without You, I Dream About You" Current Mood: so CONFUSED! Current Music: Over - Lindsay Lohan (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
8:40 pm	"Make Me Cry..." So last night I had the worst allergic reaction of my life. To cats. My eyes puffed out about an inch and so bad they were almost swollen shut. They were also bloodshot. Tony said I looked stoned. My sinuses completely closed up and I couldn't breathe through my nose nor could I blow it. And then I broke out in a rash. All because of some cats! I'm so pissed. I need to move out. Little things keep pissing me off about my parents. The latest regarding a pizza. And it's so petty and so dumb and, sure, maybe I acted immature about it but I was pissed. I'm stubborn so of course I blew it out of proportion. However, Mom bitched at me last time for making 3pizzas and not sharing with Drew so this time I asked Drew if he wanted one and because he said no and only made 2, for me. I make them and between the process of thawing, making, baking, and cooling it takes over an hour. I come down from my room to eat it and wait, one's missing. My mom took it. But isn't she on the Atkins diet? Apparently not. She took the good one leaving me with the crap one that has kinda burnt cheese because I had put so much on. I'm not eating that. Nope, I refuse. Did she ask me to make one? No. Did I make three? No. "Well I thought you made three." No I didn't make three you moron! You told me not to last time. I'm so pissed. This is ridculous. Its just pizza yeah, but stop f-ing with my stuff. She hasn't made ANY food for me, breakfast, lunch, dinner, ANYTHING in about two weeks now. I make my own food and she goes and eats it. She coulda asked. "...These Tears of Pearls." Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Tears of Pearls - Savage Garden (Comment on this)
4:37 pm	"Both of Us Want to Be the Winner..." This upcoming week at RHS is the Class of 2006 Senior Class Officer elections! I'm running for historian and I'd LOVE to have the position and serve the senior class. I'm well qualified as I've served as an officer on Sophomore and Junior board and I've got soo much to contribute! If anyone who is currently a junior and attends RHS reads this, please vote for me, Sandy Petry, as your Senior Class Historian for the 2005-2006 school year. And tell all your friends! Thanks! Post this on your LJ and get it out there, fast! = ) "...But There Can Only Be One! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
9:32 am	"I Don't See How You Can Ever Be...." Did ANYONE see this happen!? "Zellweger appeared at a recent Chesney concert in Jacksonsville, Fla., presenting him with a margarita and a kiss on stage, Country Weekly magazine reported." BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL DIDN'T! BUT NOW THEY'RE BLOODY MARRIED! Im sooooooo pissed. I cried when I found out. "...Anything But Mine!" Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Anything But Mine - Kenny Chesney (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 9th, 2005
2:32 pm	"If That's the Way You Want It..." Course ID Course Title Instructor Reference Number Campus Course Grade BSC2010C PRINC OF BIOLOGY I AIRES,JULIE,H 209906 Kent Campus A ECO2013 PRIN OF ECONOMICS I PROBST,RICHARD,F 206756 Kent Campus A ENC1102 ENGLISH COMP II ALLEN,LORIS,A 208356 Kent Campus B STA2023 ELEMT STATISTIC KOVALY,MARLENE,J 208369 Kent Campus A GPA Hours Cumulative 3.65 26.00 Term 3.76 13.00 Academic Status: C0=CLEAR ACADEMIC STANDING "...Well There Ya Go" Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Surender - Ashlee Simpson (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
9:29 pm	"I Thought About Callin' You..." RASCAL FLATTS. Thursday June 2nd 7:30 JVMA. WHO'S IN!?!? Me, Jenn, Shann, and Jess so far. Heck yes... "...When I Got Off the Plane." Current Mood: crazy Current Music: I Did - Rascal Flatts (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
10:55 pm	"She's Got All My Heart My Soul My Wishes..." "...All My Love My Hugs My Kisses" Current Mood: giggly Current Music: She's Got it All - Kenny Chesney (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 28th, 2005
11:01 pm	"One More Kiss....One More Lie" When I think about you I think.... "One more kiss could be the best thing. Or one more lie could be the worst." "Keep goin' till ya hit the spot *woah* " "It started out with a kiss. How did it end up like this?" "It's early in the morning. And my heart is feeling lonely" "And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you" And of course... "It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me... That's right baby I'm goin' crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it" And yet what I wish I could say is... "A few times I been around that track so it's not just gonna happen like that 'Cause I ain't no hollaback girl, I ain't no hollaback girl." Current Mood: confused Current Music: Everything At Once (Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
9:50 pm	"Give Ya High Blood Pressure..." So Kares and I saw Amnityville Horror today. I couldn't breathe correctly forever and my heart was 1000098 BPM. *yai* I talked to Eworfe today. I was surprised the name ringing on my phone was "Tr..." instead of "To.." I give up. I've had my fun. I'm done. I'm stupid. I'm young. 5 more months and I could care less. It's all a game. It's all retarded. And I quit. "...Like a Diabetic." Current Mood: *whatever* Current Music: Sugar - Trick Daddy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
10:10 am	"All The World is in Bed..." At this moment I'm in love with the nachos at Chilis. With extra gualamole. AnTONYio Bendaras rocks my world. "...And I Am Drowning in it's Silence." Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: Private Radio - Vanessa Carlton (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
7:32 pm	"I See Ya Lookin' At Me..." Should I...or Shouldn't I? Monday- 9:30-10:45 SPC2040 11:00-12:15 SYG2000 12:30-1:45 PSY1012 Tuesday- 8:00-11:15 BSC2085C Wednesday- 9:30-10:45 SPC2040 11:00-12:15 SYG2000 12:30-1:45 PSY1012 Thursday- 8:00-9:20 BSC2085C Saturday- 9:00-2:35 AMH2010 "...Why Don'tcha Do Somethin'" Current Mood: Scheduling! Current Music: Do Somethin - Britney Spears (3 Comments |Comment on this)
4:54 pm	"So What's My Damage Today...." So last night I almost broke my nose in Tony's car. In fact we both thought I did. He swore he saw blood. But there wasn't any. Man that hurt! Today I had a Stat test which I preceded to fail. And I know I flip out over tests and say I'm going to fail and then get a B. Well yeah, this was a FAIL. I didn't know any of it. I just stared at the paper. Read my notes and my book. Couldn't figure out a darn thing. It made so much sense in class. And now I was like "HUH!??!?!?!" So of the 75 pts offered on the test I need to get AT LEAST 30 pts. Beacause those 30+25 (from my Relative Research Paper) Will get me a 55 and I can take my 94 in that class down to a teetering 90. I now need to make up my schedule for fall. QUESTION. If you could take a summer class from the beginning of Sept-Mid/Late Oct on Saturdays from 9-2:30ish; would you? It's not the full semester and it's history so it's fun-ish. And suposably the professor has open book tests. Yeah...get back to me on that one would ya!? But other than all that crazy shiz, washing my car is going fan-tab-u-lous. And Britney Spears is pregnant. Yuh-oh. "....Don't Let Me Get in Your Way." Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Nothing New - Ashlee Simpson (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
4:58 pm	"You Can Meet Me on An Airplane.." Ash and I went to the beach yesterday. Fun and randomness. I think I have sun poisioning by my eye. Tony and I were gonna wash cars. Yeah, that didn't happen. Me and Italians. *sigh* Diesel freaking killed my legs with his big ol' puppy claws. Work. Work. Walkin. Work. Story of my life. HAHA. Just kiddin' all y'all. Stat test on Wednesday. KENNY CHESNEY IN FLIPPIN 18 DAYS! "...or on the Back of the Bus." Current Mood: LaLa...la la la la la Current Music: La La - Ashlee Simpson (2 Comments |Comment on this)